Assalamualaikum wr. wb.
Here I am. trying to make a post again. ^^ Just let go of me. I need to talk to at least myself. That’s one of my remedy now. The stressed and messed up one needs a remedy! :D
Sejak aku berkawan dengan jiran sebelah ni, aku makin rajin tengok movie jepun. Dia cakap, cerita jepun bagus, banyak pengajaran, not typical, etc.
Mula2 aku tak nak. Sebab aku memang dari dulu lagi ada sangkaan buruk dengan cerita2 ‘TV’ nih. Hmm, Lela Kinah Poh pun sama je. Movie? Sorry lah. Kabel TV tu dah dijahanamkan oleh kitorang. Padan muka.
Dulu aku ingat one time aku pernah tengok movie cina dengan Poh. Masa tu Poh undergraduate lagi. Mungkin lepas tu kut Poh dah tak banyak tengok cerita. Ah, life is just more complicated than those short sights of stories. Right?
Tapi, no. Aku join jiran sebelah tengok cerita. Well they are not that bad. And, uh, I am relieved that I started watching them at this age. Because I have to filter what I’m watching!
I remember weeping after a movie that is based on a true story. It did touch my very deep heart.
Oh yes, aku ada satu perasaan tak suka yang tak habis2 kepada this sort of thing. Satu, and the most important one: I can’t help to think about the real life of those who are acting. That’s me. Aku memang gatal nak tahu bila aku dah tengok. That’s why I don’t like untuk tahu semua benda niiii! I am that curious person. Curiosity takes a lot of my time!
But I can’t deny that some of the movies have really touched my mind. I hope they are muslims! Well this is a funny this to say..but yes I can say that right? I just hope everybody is a muslim. They are so good in the movies! Why is it so hard for muslims to make such stories?! But if this is just for money! Can I faint here? I can’t accept people who make others cry just for money! This is also one of the reasons I hate tengok cerita.. :(
But still, I watched a good number of movies. They teach some good pengajaran. Well at least, when I have anak2 nanti, I know what to let them watch. ^^ Is this an alasan? Whatever. I’m serious. I can’t let what I have done wasted like this.
This new habit (watching movies) has to prove to me somehow! I have yet to find reasons why I have to continue doing this.
Please pray for me, okay. We can die at anytime. See you.